Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Powerless

“You must be exhausted.”

Whatever.

Call his sponsor. Don’t call his sponsor – it’s none of your business. Call someone and tell them. Don’t tell anyone, it’s not your secret. Tell anyone. Say it out loud, just to yourself. Don’t do that, you sound like a crazy person. Stop acting stupid, you’re just being dramatic. Just take the cards and the money and his keys, and then he can’t get any more. No big deal. Why would he lie like that? Why wouldn’t he just ask me for help? I cleaned the goddamn bolts in his skull for Christ’s sake – why can’t I just help him? What makes you think you can help him? Who the hell are you? Just ask him. Give him a chance to just tell me the truth. Why does he lie when its so obvious? How am I going to save him? What if he dies? That’s ridiculous – people don’t die.

People do die. Stupid.