Friday, December 6, 2013

fist fight

You use your history 
like a fist fight 

I’m dodging flames I didn’t even know where burning 

I’ll hand my weapons in 
I’ll wave a white flag 
I’m just done swallowing the acid laden pretty things. 

Deceit was tangible 
It tasted bittersweet 
I knew the flinch of falling embers from the last time 

You’d burn the house down 
I’d sweep the ashes
and build another tilted card house on the land mine. 

You kiss my burning hands 
and fix the faulty wires 
and patch up all the broken hearts and all the shattered things 

I can’t keep losing me 
and preserving you 
just so that you can have a fresh start every morning.